Time to move
begin a new life
begin a new chapter
create something unique for myself!
lived with my parents for thirty-one years of life, well i grew up with a twin my entire life next to me. very close together. something called twin syndrome. that is why with twin it is very important to them know at an early age. even though you guys are mirrored twin, still individuals. it's okay to be scared of the world out there eventually will get used to the strange large world. My social anxiety along being born six weeks early, with a learning disability.
sometimes the best thing for to over comes those is to ignore i have these issues and try accomplishing small goal that are reasonable at my level to get to bigger ones. My biggest challenge with my anxiety is asking for help. some people it's easy to up and ask question, some not, we are all not the same.
My sister is the more talkative one; she made friends better then idea, how i got friends is from introduction from my sister. me more observant and shyer, i normally do not start the conversation. eventually later in life lost that twin connection with my sister it is not her fault developed.
my anxiety improved at 23 years of age after about three to four years of the first one in my family to get an associates of art. so, me saving up for my first home one day in the future took all the way from 2016 to 2023. "Learning to say hello to customers and then being in the same bakery job for working on eight years now as improved. from just saying hello and thank you for coming!
everyone has their own set of time when it's time to leave the parents!
My new challenge awaits going all the way forward to December. I will say the positives, thing about having your first home to yourself, there are lots of positive and downfalls of course. Fresh warm brownies out of the oven and no sharing,
Christmas is already peaking its cheerful in five days! my favorite place if I need a break and need to get out to have an experience is Southlake town square in Texas. Barnes and nobles are really calm place for someone one her own Christmas shopping by myself, normally with my mom.
My Christmas pretty much consist of the grinch, gnomes, owls, tartan and spruces.
How was your journey in the first life of your own. I like a good challenge, will learn a lot and probably make mistakes. there is a part of the process mistakes, no one likes them even perfection make them.
Will see you soon with another post, shortly., have a good day bye!
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